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I miss my long hair!!

Holy shit. I'm fcuking regret! i look out my hair extention today , and went to cut it short. I look super horrible in short hair! (cries!!)  I'm gonna extent it back before i head back to malaysia! Let my hair take a break first.. So in the mean time have to bear with this ugly hair! -.-

damm it!

i don't even dare to look into the mirror now! felt so horrible!

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I'm back to healthly life, no more nightlife for me. Studies, Work, pole dance. that's all.

few weeks more, HE is coming out le.. I hope, He will live happier (: you have been writting to me, asking how come i never reply.  well, is time to let go everything(..) I don't need love to make me laugh, cause loving someone is always hurtful.

我知道我不是你心里 天天挂念的她 只要每天看着 你对我微笑 我也很开心

FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS!

I've decided to study my N'level.. went to Bishan ite to register the night course(..) Mr TAN, the supervisor of the admin told me that i can't apply for Secondary 4, i've to study my secondary 3 again. WTF! i completed my sec 3 ok!! the results is there Black & White!! i fcuking fcuk you!

Look down on me? Go to hell!

The reason why i'm back to studies because(..) like everyone's say.. without a cert in Singapore, you stand no where. people will just look at you, like those "ah lians" on the streets.. So what , i'm someone that is inked? but i've a cert that gonna follow me for a lifetime. i gonna pass my N'level this year, get into SiMei ite next year for courses follow by MDIS.  i will put in 100% effort this time round.. won't let my dear friends disappoint again (;

thanks Anna(:

I'M SUPPER IN LOVE WITH THIS!!

mom brought me this fabulous camera yesterday. I've longer for it!! finally I got it.. Happy(:

shop around at Junction 8 . Mom, brought bird nest for me as usual, thanks mom. I've the best Mom on Earth!

hehe^^

I loving curling up my hair! i perm my hair before.. during 2008 i think.. and the result was like...

shit right? (;

Friday, Club NaNa with Potato, jin yao and the rest. wasn't fun.. headed to Oasis.. It have been awhile since i went to Thai disco.. ^^

see, what is he doing inside the cab!! haha..

so coincidence saw baby at Oasis too!

party , party! once in awhile to relax myself (:

trying out my new camera^^  love it!

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Dishearten...

When someone is really gonna help you, with her whole heart, you don't appreciate her kindness, yet mislead people! i hate this! >.<

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Chinese New Year is like approaching in no time! (;

there's lot of things for me to do!! i will achieve all my goal!! i will success!! ^^

feeling so lazy the whole day!! The stupid Mr Tan from Bishan ITE spoilt my day!! _|_

That all for my dinner.. how pathetic uhs.

This child say must blog about him more. so here is it (..)

He is super duper CUTE!! adorable!! loving!! caring!! Too much good point about him! (happy?)

Bring it back...

I know how to be independent i won't forget on how you go guiding me thru out those years... I use to think that, without korkor, i'm not able to survive on myself... as i always think he is clever, so i will leave all decision to him. those harsh scolding , make me stronger.. we play, work together... those happy times files.. i remember once you told me, one day you will have to leave me alone, that when you are married.

was a little too busy this few weeks. yep, working.. i should say, busy working(;  the world is round, it is so realistic, when you have no money, you lose. am i right? no one can use one hand to reach the top (; using people to buy someone? why no i use the money to something more meaningful?

few days ago, went out with my beloved sis, Elva! just simply love her eyes!! i love her contact lens colours! went to shop around bugis..

<3 love love

muacksss

just came back home not long ago.. went to pray.. hope all bad luck go away from me!!

PS: when you snooze, you lose!

how should i start this...? i have a bad night yesterday.. think about it clearly whole night, i think all i need to focus now is, my work and studies. nothing come beyond this.

is time to focus on the right thing i won't let anything else destroy my goal this time round this will lead me better (: i believe i can achieve, all i need is to endure this moments of suffer.. No one can use one step to reach heaven... all happen when hard work apply.

if can, i wish my brain is like a memory stick, i could just delete those past, let everything be afresh.

PS: You caught my attention, don't you realise?

happy new year!! (i'm late!)

Happy new year everyone!! forgive for my super late blessing, as i am too busy to update, or i should say, i'm lazy. hah :D

New year countdown was great! had a mini gathering with primary schoolmates. miss every single one of them very much! so happy to see them as well, everyone seems like so educated (regretted).

A fun, memorable day with them. A day to remember(;

New year resolutions...

1. I will be a good girl from now on....
2. pass my N level and get to ITE next year 2011
3. balance my studies and play time well(no more regret.)
4. back to work with my korkor..
5. quit smoking!!
   
6. find a good boyfriend (..)
7. be more independent.
8. i will put in double effort as now, in whatever i do.
9. behaving nicely , change my attitude.

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meet up Orlena few days ago, head down to town... walk and shop around....

Juicy Couture! freaking chio!!

wanted to buy a Tiffany & Co bracelet, but have to wait for a week.. sigh...

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meet up phoebe and the rest for dinner. Ranson is leaving on this saturday! pity sad right?

will go hong kong for holiday soon and visit you too! study hard!! (;

have lots of fun!

ranson, someone who know how to joke around, a happy-go-lucky guy, he always brought laughter to friends(:

asked kor kor to come fetch me, in the end he can't make it.. so waited for kenny.. went to lavenda food court , talk cock. off to Mustafa, saw a pretty chio camera!! i want that camera!! can someone out there kind enough to buy for me.. i will be very touch... (;

went to Hougang NTUC, brought shampoo, tibits, Ben& Jerry ice cream. home sweet home (:

Good Nights!

least then 10 hours, it would be 2010.. ^^

2009 is a very bad year for me(..) in terms of wealth, career, health, love.. sigh... shall not rack up the past again... well, i believe 2010 will be a better year for me..(: bid 2009 away!! and welcome 2010 (:

wish everyone have a good year ahead!

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APOLOGIZE..

i'm sorry baby, it was a last minute change, i understand how i feel, cause it happen before.. love you.

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hot stuff !!

OMG! whose child is this?? laughs my ass out!

this little kid complain that i never blog about him(..) he wanna be part of my blog post, so yea. i grant you! don't be surprise k.

ROBBERT CHAI..

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FEELING...

i always told someone that i have forgotten him.. he is no longer in my heart... i know i'm lying to myself. i'm sorry boy. i can't accept your love. i did try to fall for you(..) but it just don't work out. i know how the feeling is like, when you love someone, yet you can win the person heart.  sorry....

i fee like tpying out everything.. but there is always bitches who like to gossip around... so i rather keep it to myself..

how i wish to have a sweet and nice boyfriend.. i am so jealous when everytime, i see those sweet couples outside.. 同人不同命！！

can my prince appear on 2010? hah.

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忘了你我做不到。。 我可以选者不爱了吗？我很想放下你，可是我做不到。我还能做什么。。你已经不爱我。。 我每次都在哭，我及时才不哭？我好累，我很希望二零一零年我会遇到一个更好的男生。。每次我遇到一个好男生时，我还是放不下你，好几次我都凑过了。。 我每次都说算了，下一个会更好。。没人能够完全体会我的感受，因为被伤害的人是我。。 我到底做了什么错，为什么天忠实那么不公平！！好人难做！“失败是成功之母” 那只是安慰自己的话而已。“我会找到那个属于我的” 那只是像忘了他。“我爱上了别人。。”那只是想找人代替他。。我每次很期待明天的到来。。 因为我每次都更自己说：“又是新的一天，一个新的开始。也希望会有奇迹出现。。”到了夜深。。 我忠实很失望， 我有着样过了一天。。 开心也好不开心也吧，我还是得过这一天。我还能撑多久？ 二零零九年发审很多不愉快的事，比如， 失恋，公司到了，且我钱的人又不认账！爸爸又被抓！我有体落病重，钱财又不旺！真是气死人了啦！希望新的一年，会更好，一切顺顺利利！！爸爸，希望你没事！

PS: daddy, finally can see you later..

i am so touched when i saw the post at her blog. words can't explain.. she always my best listening ear. she will be there taking care of me... she will be the one, taking up my nonsense..no matter what happen, she will be first one there for me..

i thank god, i found a great girlfriend. the best gift i ever in my life.

i will always remember those fun days we party together.. those crying days too! we always argue over small small stuff, but deep inside our heart, we are still best girlfriends!

you will always be the most important person!

他从来不知道我默默为了他哭。。 我真的很傻，不是吗。我每次以为哭后能过得更快了，可是我错了。我还是一样的难过。。我到底在想什么，他真的值得我这么样做吗？他会爱我吗？他会像我一样的想念他吗？ 他还会记得那些回忆吗？他。。他。。他。。 我的脑海里想念都是他！！他知道吗？？

我在他心中很是一个很重要的人吗？我们好久没好好讲话了。我真的真的好爱你。你知道吗？？ 我真好不开心。。我可以不要那么想你吗？我从来没这样爱过一个人。。 你是我唯一，一个我爱你爱到那么深的男生。你也是唯一，一个伤害我的男生。。

爱你真的要爱的那么痛苦吗？我好累， 害怕，伤心。。。 谁能了解我？

如果能从来，我真的会好好珍惜你。。如果不能，请你告诉我如何忘记你。。

他从来不知道我默默为了他哭。。 我真的很傻，不是吗。我每次以为哭后能过得更快了，可是我错了。我还是一样的难过。。我到底在想什么，他真的值得我这么样做吗？他会爱我吗？他会像我一样的想念他吗？ 他还会记得那些回忆吗？他。。他。。他。。 我的脑海里想念都是他！！他知道吗？？

我在他心中很是一个很重要的人吗？我们好久没好好讲话了。我真的真的好爱你。你知道吗？？ 我真好不开心。。我可以不要那么想你吗？我从来没这样爱过一个人。。 你是我唯一，一个我爱你爱到那么深的男生。你也是唯一，一个伤害我的男生。。

爱你真的要爱的那么痛苦吗？我好累， 害怕，伤心。。。 谁能了解我？

如果能从来，我真的会好好珍惜你。。如果不能，请你告诉我如何忘记你。。